A Jumble of Thoughts

I am certainly not good at time management, prioritizing or being proactive. These are things that the Lord has been working on in me for quite a while.. I think that the biggest and most important lesson I have learned from my Teacher in all of this is that surrendering to Him is the first and most important step. I admit, I am not good at this yet, but I certainly is SO, SO VITAL. I am no longer my own, and neither is my time.

I have about 4 more days left in my break, then it is back to school and classes and possibly a job. I'm excited! I miss people from my classes and miss mostly, the kiddies. (This semester I am going to be placed in a school age classroom, which is a little intimidating, but oh-so-exciting!) I just want to pray for His glorious will in ALL of this... In Jesus' Name!

So because I only have a few more days left, I am working on cleaning and organizing all my stuff. I have gotten to where I do this every time I have a fairly big break. It really helps because during the in-between times, things pile up and usually get jumbled. And in this ongoing process of Christ conforming me to His image, each semester starts and I look to learn more and more how to work for Him (Col 3:23-24) and do everything in His name. I JUST want to make Him smile and please Him! He is my Abba, Daddy, I want to make Him proud! This semester is going to be so great! It is the last one before I graduate with my Associate's degree and Oh Jesus, I just want to make you smile! Oh man!

This break has been fast, but oh so great! He has really blessed my time. Dad, mom, sis and me have gotten to spend a lot of much needed time together which is AWESOME =) With Dad's busy job and Sis living in LC... we needed this time together, face-to-face. Technology is good, but good ol' conversation while looking straight at the other people is so much better. I'd also admit that I got a lot of rest this break... the down side is that in that process, I easily fell back into the staying up late thing... makes it hard to be the early bird that I long to be! But again, back to Psalm 127:1 and 2-in VAIN you stay up late and rise early.... if I am TOILING FOR FOOD (or toiling for something) it is in vain.

So enough with me! The Lord is good, He is holy, His name is Immanuel-God with us! Amen Jesus! Thank you for loving this wretched sinner... You are beautiful!